Sarah

Escaping from the truth.

2010-02-13T04:12:00.000-08:00

I'll miss your genius creations.
I'll miss your unwearable clothes, shoes and those models on the runway,
wearing your make-up and your headpieces.
I'll definately miss your skull scarfs, everytime I see them.
And, last of all.

I'll miss you. Genius.

RIP Alexander McQueen.

sparklehorse; Some Sweet Day.

2010-02-11T23:02:00.000-08:00

Sparklehorse, sparklehorse, sparklehorse.
I'm in love with their songs.
Enchanting. I feel so dreamy now.

Some Sweet Day...

And..other songs (most of them)I'm in to right now is like so not the latest hits but...
here is the list :)

Day26-Girlfriend.
Jazzy-Make Up.
Sparklehorse-Some Sweet Day.
Sparklehorse-Sad&Beautiful World.
Daishi Dance-Planetarium.
Daft Punk-One More Time.
Bigbang-Let me hear your voice (Koe Wo Kikasete).
Karina Pasian-Slow Motion.
Corinne Bailey Rae-Put Your Records On.
Fantastic Plastic Machine (FPM)-Dance Dance Dance.

I think that's about it.
Right now I'm listening to Sparklehorse-Saturday.
I suppose this list is going to be the upcoming BGM list for the blog.
Gosh, coming to think of them, it is so different from each other.
Heh.

I'm trying to finish my E-learning now, so I will come back soon and post
all about my Langkawi holidays :)

Be prepared! XD

(Sparklehorse, Sparklehorse, Sparklehorse. Must hear them if you did not.)

CAMP REVIEW- Secret Coded Message.

2010-01-30T05:32:00.000-08:00

okay, i'm back! hihihihihihi :)

uhm well today all the SC and the PSL in PCSS went for the student leader's camp and it was like totally FUN.
We didn't play most of the games that they have prepared for us but like we spent the night away watching the MOVIE MARATHON!

Okay, so it wasn't actually a marathon because we had to pause for a while from time to time but then it was still tiring and fun. LMAO.

We watched 3 movies...or is it 4? I slept through the 4th one. heheheheh....oops XD
First up was Get Smart. It was so funny. We laughed until like the ppl behind us went
"shhhhhhhh!" and then I went into my sleeping bag and looked like a cocoon :) HEE.
Then watched Drag Me To HELL. It was so freaky and disturbing (?) I had to like watch it behind the barriers of my trust-wothy, eye covering sleeping bad case. LOL!
But it was so cool you know. Such a nice thriller movie. We couldn't watch until the end because Tiss got scared and cried and we had to stop it but other than that it was gooood.
But i forgot the details so i'm fine opening doors and things (only the ppl who were with me would get what it means).
HEE. Then we all watched another movie which was inspiring but boring and i slept my ass off.
Then we watched like Click after that, but I woke up in the middle of it, and we already had to wake up. so yeah. woke up, washed up and debrief and go home :)
so much fun.
maybe not all because some of the ppl kept complaining (including me<>
whateves. don't even know them who they were but like...you know.
Then when we were all dissmissed,Tissany, Phylis,Charmaine,Hannah and me all
Ran to the McDonalds and like we had to go
Up the hill and all that...so FUNNY. HEE HEE.
Soon we reached and had some like Big Breakfast....So nice! I was really hungry.
Terrific to fill up your stomach.

Up the hill we went to go to Mac, so we went down the hill and Phylis and I walked the
Same way and went home. HEEE! Fun.

Okay, gtg now. doing homework. sigh.
see you on monday!

shout out loud

2010-01-16T03:29:00.000-08:00

I WILL BE BACK....WITH A NEW BLOG...

oh yeah, even though it's a bit late...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.
TEEHEE.

:)

20091104-someone's birthday

2009-11-03T19:46:00.000-08:00

happy birthday CSH, (T.O.P)
today is your day-
today is 20091104;

hello, hello (:
eek, today is so cold! It's was -2 degrees yesterday, but today is warmer at 10 degress.
heh, still seems cold right?
i'm having so much fun already! (although it's my 2nd day only)
well, yesterday was like total shopping and i got a red-pink parka, ugg boots, 2 hoodies, 1 winter shorts, beanie with a pom-pom on it and a new hair!
yeahy-! XD

more to come up today but no one's at home at the moment so right now i'm just bored.
so that's probably why i'm blogging, heh (:
i will make sure that my blog stays alive while i'm in Korea, yeah?

so today i'm planning to go out to the fashion streets in Korea called Myung-dong and shop for more clothes there; i'm looking forward to it so much and it's going to be so much fun.
yeah, yeah, i know today is Choi Seunghyun's birthday, so happy birthday to TOP (:
if the first snow falls down, i'll be sure to take a video and a picture soon to show you guys ;)
it's just so nice to have winter again.

hah, just some random thing i want to share-
G-Dragon's Solo Concert "Shine A Light" is opening on my birthday!
is this a birthday present or something? HEH, so happy.
one of the best birthday presents i could get in my life, i think.

anyways, i gotta go now, i want to enjoy the coldness (:
i wouldn't want to miss a moment of it, right?
hoho, so bye-bye, have a nice holiday.

love,
sarah form korea XD

20090803-the hour of the silent house.

2009-08-03T06:59:00.000-07:00

so tired. so lazy. dead blog.

hahahahs, i'm trying to change my BGM, but the problem is i dunno how.
it's okay- i'll just mess up with stuffs here and there.

i feel like changing things again.

anyway, i have been busy for the last few days, and will be busy for the next month
because my grandma, aunt, uncle, cousin, mum's aunt, her husband and their daughters(2 of 3)
came to our house.
crammed much?

but today they are gone to sentosa with out me, and i slept while they were gone, so i just
managd to wake up, have dinner, watch some tv, and now i'm here. ta-da.
the silent house only contains 2/12 people-me, my grandma. hahhaahha funny.

so yeah, tomorrow is the ICAS UNSW mathematics comp. i think i am going to throw up.
oh well, not even counted in our school marks...right?
hopefully right.

hmpf-one funny thing.
it's not related but like, you know the purple sex band i wear to school everyday?
haahahahaha, mmm- everyone was like asking me why.
i made a bet with one of my oppas(oppa means older brother/friend in korean.)
it goes like this-i take this off, i have to pay him $10. now, it became $50 because i have been
perservering my ass off. (:
and if he takes his off, he'll have to buy me dinner at sakae sushi, just because i love it.
hahahahahahahah sucked in.

i'm so going to win the bet, no matter what.
if i can, and if i win, i'll take someone with me to eat sushi with me (:
cheer me peeps!

maybe on saturday or sunday i might go over to the so called "paradise house"
to do a spot check on 7 oppas who live alone. came to singapore to study without their parents
and they live together in a condo called like um-um- something ville and like they live
like a pig so it's my job to keep the house at least free of stepping on clothes.
=_= somebody come with me?

yeap. so interesting. btw, i'm going to change the BGM now so you just wait and see
if sarah does it. hahahahha

berightback (:

20090727-the hour of homework.

2009-07-27T05:03:00.000-07:00

sorry, i came a bit late :)
busy+busy+busy=one tired sarah.
popping back to saturday.

20090725

saturday.woke up around 10 am by parents.
current status of sarah-awful, bad hair day, slept at 3 am on friday.
dark circles, make-up not removed. scary.

but yeah. it's okay. i will live.
ate no breakfast as dad suddenly wanted to buy a tv and had to go all the way to expo.
:( slept in the MRT. so not-me.

arrived at expo at around 11 am. looked around. bought a sony bravia LCD tv.
dad's plan-buy a LCD when it is cheap, then wait until LED tvs go cheap too, then buy
the LED one. wow. so thoughtful.
looked around more. bought a canon printer. just because the old one didn't have any ink.
nice one dad! nice way to spend all our money when it is a global finacial crisis!
thanks!

ate lunch at 3 pm. so tired. then went home. had dinner. went online. slept.
i just realised i live like a robot.

20090726

sunday. woke up at 8 am. shower. prepare to go to church.
church is okay, as usual. usual things happen in usual places. normal.
come back with sammy and my guy friend on taxi. my poor $7.20. gone. just like that.
i'm using the public trasport from now.
home. had lunch, wait until parents comes back home to look after sam.
guy friend leaves, i prepare to go to 2 parties. parents arrive.
handover the house(lol?) go by public transport-i.e. MRT, BUS to this place in Orchard.
PARTY PEOPLE!!!!! had a joint party. 18th birthday boy and 20th birthday boy.
hahaha, so fun. (drunk people. ;) fun, lots of fun i had in ages.

oops, ripped my stockings in to shreds due to dancing+treaded on high heels.
everyone thought it was fashion. please, i'm not 2NE1.

came home pretty late. parents sleeping already.
i tip-toe around the house. remove make-up, shower. go to bed time.

and that makes me come back to monday, which is today.

school, early in the morning, as usual.

nothing fun, much (:
SC meeting. after school negotiation.

hahah, fun.
oops, busy right now. homework to be handed in tomo.
will post pictures and videos if i have time.
until then,

x.

20090726-the hour of the celebration(of missed outs)

2009-07-26T06:58:00.000-07:00

OH YEAH, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY CUTE CUTE OPPA KIM JUNG HOON!

oops, forgot you! hahahahs
happy birthdays, you two.

thanks for the amazing parties. (:

i'll be back-

20090726-the hour of the celebration.

2009-07-26T06:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MY BABY-FACED OPPA(big bro.) LEE JUN!

short post, only for you.
i'll come back on monday. too tired ver. right now-
tell you everything then.

sometimes you gotta lose yourself, to find yourself.

20090718-the hour of the side-effect

2009-07-18T06:41:00.001-07:00

gd, baby, your face is glowing.shining.
bling bling.god.it's so good to see you smile like that.
i should thank 2NE1 for that.

ah-gd, you again.
gosh.you look amazing.
it happens, because it's you.
even the coffee looks fabulous.

top.seunghyun.whatever you call him.
your hand, it's so-so, so-
it's perfect! it's like a girls, but then it has that
"i held a mic so many times"
kind of posture. gosh. i fell in love with you
because of your hand and your eyes.
mmh-hmm. hand.

gosh-you, never laugh like that.
stop making fans.
stop making girl fans.
stop makng me laugh like you.
stop making me wish.
just stop laughing like that.
you shine.you shine.you do.

bigbang side-effect.
bigbang disease is uncure-able.
watch out. i got it long ago.

20090718-the hour of the arena

2009-07-18T05:57:00.000-07:00

ohmygosh-godhelpme.

uhm. let me start on friday first.

racial harmony day at school. wow. i was wearing a korean traditional costume called "hanbok" and it was hot+annoying+long. but like all the 1F girls were wearing costumes so it was fun.

then after we got changed, we went to do reflection and all that.b-o-r-i-n-g.

i was dying with my hanbok.give me a rest.

okay, the fun parts. fashion show.

hahahahahha pei ru and aloysius.ohmigod. i was screaming until i felt like my throat was going to rip into pieces. well, because i cheered for them like that, they won.oh yes, 1F won.

then we went back to our classrooms to have a class party. hahahaha, that was quite fun. alot of food, music and uh-noises, but yeah. fun is all that matters.

okay then after that and during that, we took so many photos.i was like in most of them and there is a really funny picture of me. gosh. i look like a goldfish.

anyway, after that, get changed back into school uniforms, then pack up, go home.

hahahas, it was awsome, and fun. but boys, please. for once can you cooperate? seriously, wearing a traditional costume on a day like racial harmoney day won't kill!

boys, boys, boys. what do you except from them

so here i am, and we are back to saturday, which is today.

okay, woke up in the morning after falling asleep at like 4am last night. i woke up around 9am and was a mess. i started to get dark circles around my eyes like my strong baby(only koreans+hannah+vip+bigbang lovers would understand this.) so yeah. had breakfast-french toast. yum (:

then my brother wanted to see ice-age 3 in 3D and i had nothing to do-for once!-so yeah, i followed my family. hahahhahhahahah. uber awkward. it was never like that before. i was never with my family on saturdays. they couldn't see my face on the weekends. i'm a terrible daughter ): but yeah. it was good, all family like for the first time. i think it was my first time watching a movie with my whole family. weird.

anyways, had lunch, ice-cream, chocolate, shopping, waffles, then came back home.

had dinner-fish fillet in soy sauce.

them um, now i'm lagging infront of my computer since then.

and i have been watching a LOT of videos, including all the episodes of 2NE1 TV on Mnet.

youtube-for me (:

and yeah BIGBANG TV-and ARENA.

OH YES. THE ARENA.THE SHOCKING ARENA THAT LEFT BE BREATHLESS.

BIGBANG.WHEN DID I TELL YOU TO BE SO SEXY? YOU.YOU.AND YOU.

GOSH.I CAN'T TYPE PROPERLY NOW. YOU KNOW I JUST CALMED MYSELF DOWN BY TYPING THIS BUT NOW I'M LIKE ALL STARTING UP AGAIN.

AHHHHH-BIGBANG.BANG.BANG.B to the I to the G BANG BANG.

AND TERRY. YOU SHOULD PAY FOR THIS. I WANT TO THANK YOU AND KILL YOU AT THE SAME TIME. TERRY.TERRY.WHY DID YOU TAKE THOSE PHOTOS.THANK YOU.I HATE YOU. DAMN IT.

OKAY. THIS IS IT. I'M GOING TO SHOW IT TO EVERYONE. LET'S SEE THEIR REACTION.

GD.GD.GD.GD.GD.GD.OHMIGOD.GD.

TELLME.TELLEMWHY.GD.GD.GD.

I CAN'T REMEMBER MY NAME. I CAN'T REMEMBER WHO I AM.

WHERE AM I? WHAT AM I?

GD.GD.GD.

okay. i'm not going to show you more GD, and TOP and V.Ictory and D-LITE and SOL

because i am going to keep them for myself because they are the best pictures, damn it.

save your eyes by this.

mine.mine's cutest face.ONE of the cutest.

seunghyun? seunghyun? you are hyung!

big brother! you're 23! seunghyun?

at least act like you are 23, not 5.

after you made the chicken face, i can't forget it.

damn.damn.shit.

save me.sos.mayday.

20090712-the hour of the rain

2009-07-12T04:43:00.000-07:00

i just don't get how this world rolls, that's all.

wow, being a while, right? hee, sorry(:
i was a mess during the last few days. my body fell sick, my mind loss control.
hyperventilating.phew.

school tomorrow.eeek.i hate mondays.i get monday-ities.
awful stuff-eeeeeeeee, i hate it ):

it's raining here and i feel moody. time for a song, maybe.
btw, i got so inspired and started to play my guitar to finish up the song i made for
peiru, until the guitar string snapped and whipped my hand. ouch.
so yeah, no more guitar for at least, several weeks.
my poor guitar, it's getting rusty.

so yeah, nothing fun in my life, it's so boring.
oh-i'm kinda sick. i can't eat food. i tend to feel like vomiting whenever i see it so
i decided not to even think about eating it at all.
sad, really, cause i starved yeasterday's dinner, today's breakfast and lunch
but i had dinner cause i felt better, but it was only 5 pieces of cucumber, handful of asparagus
and 3 pieces of brocoli with a mouthful of rice.but the weird thing is i feel so full, i think i can
roll around.gosh.what have i done so wrong?yuk, i feel like vomiting now.

one more thing-my other friends told me i looked depressed.
like, i tend to shed my tears alot at random times, whenever, wherever.
sheesh, i'm not depressed, man. i'm just blue due to the psyco weather.
seriously.
they were so worried even after i laughed my head off, they told me i should consult a doctor.
please, please.leave me alone, guys.they said my laughing looked fake.
fake my ass.talk for yourselves, assholes.
you looked like a pair of mannequin robots, sequined to laugh at synchronised timings.
jeez.

so bored.i might upload photos.and um, so bored that i might write the lyrics for another song.
ahhhhhh, save me.i'm lost and abandonded.hey, wait.this sounds like a song.
(: inspiration-pop.

songs may be new, old, or never heard before, but seriously.
all the songs i tell you is crazy.you will regret for not listening to it.
trust me.

okay.here.listen.songs that make you tingle.

bigbang-everything.
secondhand seranade-fall for you.
secondhand seranade-stranger.
2NE1-i don't care.

nextup-this will make you move ur head, arms, legs, okay. body.

daft punk-harder better fater stronger.
daft punk-one more time.
bigbang-gara gara go.
kanye west-love lockdown(remix ver.by misto and pizzi).
we the kings-check yes juliet.
daishi dance-music life in forest.

and...my personal favourites.legends, i call them.

fantastic plastic machine-days and days.
bigbang-lies.
bigbang(top solo)-as if like nothing's wrong.
daishi dance-romance for journey.
freetempo-sky high.
kanye west-stronger.
black street-no diggity.
daft punk-interstella 5555.
justin timberlake-what goes around comes around(remix ver.by misto and pizzi).
secondhand seranade-fall for you.
daft punk-technologic.
we the kings-secret valentine.
boys like girls-the great escape.

oh gosh. i got so much more, but it's going to kill you reading so i'll stop here.
self-control.fabulous.

we used to be a team now, i'm living in the real, you're living in a dream
and our whole change come like fall to december.

2009-07-05T06:46:00.001-07:00

somethings i just don't understand.
okay, two things someone told me today, and i don't really understand that person.
people, i get really angry when someone talks about my music.it's not fair that only particular person can hear it and i can't.music is for all people to hear-duh?
and NEVER tell me that the music i listen to, or its genre is gay. seriously, people listen to different genres. and stop being so sexist by saying things like, "SHE listens to daft punk, and underground hiphop. SHE thinks SHE can understand rapping." hello? people with ears can understand rapping. just get over it, and stop with the "SHE" thing. yeah, i'm a girl, but i have a wide range of music knowledge, and is that so wrong? gosh, now i'm really angry.

just because i listen to electronica, shibuya kay, house music and all that doesn't mean that i'm a guy. Seriously, I love Daishi Dance and Fantastic Plastic Machine and Daft Punk and FreeTempo and Mondo Grosso and Towa Tei and Humming Urban Stereo.it's not my fault that i listen to different music than other people-guys, please just understand that people can be DIFFERENT.

and, is it so wrong for girls to listen to underground hiphop?
if i want to i can, you know? i know underground hiphop is different from hiphop, like kanye west and jay-z, 50cent and all those people, but you know, they all came FROM unders.i know the lyrics and the beat and all those are not quite appropriate for girls and stuff but i totally love the original rhymes and the flow that goes into these music.it's like, whoa.

oh yeah, one last thing.
stop commenting on my beatboxing.
firstly, i know i can't beatbox.i never tried.i just know how to do it and what types are there and what technics and skills are there in beatboxing.i might be wrong, but don't just come up to me and say, you suck. that really offends people.

so there, stop commenting on people. if i followed what you have said, i should be listening to classics right now, or some other shitty music you told me. so shut up, and live your own life.there are like heaps of genres of music, and we have our favourites. and STOP BEATBOXING WITH YOUR MOUTH NOT COVERED!!! it's freaking gross, you know-
last time when you were recording, i got spit showered. plus, the michrophone smelt like your spit and i couldn't even hold it.and enough with the synth!!!! please, you sound electronic enough.

oh, one last thing.
stop showing off. i dunno when but i will totally get a MiKo. in a TIMBALAND SPECIAL EDITION. so you shutup, zipup and stay that way for a trillion years.

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for people who don't really get my language, it's english, musical english.
i'm still learning the music world, and there is so much to learn, so i'm not a professional (:
but today i got really angry with these guys so yeah, i'm just sending them a angry talk.
so yeah, later i'll post a proper human sarah talk post and um, until then (:

sorry for being so random XD

this is for a special someone i know, suffering.

2009-07-03T05:39:00.000-07:00

um, sorry for being so random here,but i wanted to do this all along and i want to dedicate this song to someone, someone special and hurt. I kind of wrote this song for her, but it's a translated version of um, a korean song. but i did kind of write parts of it so yeah, enjoy (:
i hope you can stand up on your feet and brush away the dirt. it will hurt a little, just like when you put medicine on your scars, but it'll feel better when you put band-aid on it and it will heal.

so, here it goes, sorry i don't have the tune for it yet. i'll scribble up a quick one afterwards, but this for now (:

ye-love is breaking,

you know girl-you gotta say goodbye

must go seperate ways

can't say you love him anymore.

don't don't leave me here alone

I don't have the strength to go on,

never, never decieve my two eyes

don't leave me alone right here

beacause, like an idiot,

i'm still here waiting for you.

holding on to the memories that are already gone

i can't forgot them, no more.

why do you take the hopes away?

i tried to love your everything,

why are we trying to go different ways?

you weren't honest, you never protected me

you should have seen my love for you

but no, you were blind.

i still don't get love- that's all,

why are you running away?

i'm a fool that's standing at your doorsteps,

who turns back to the cold memories.

trying to search for the truth,

and i miss you so much, boy-

i just want to live by your heart.

he loves me....loves me not....he loves me...loves me not...

he's coming back...he's not.....i miss him.

don't don't leave me here alone

i don't have the strength to go on

never, never deceive my two eyes

don't leave me alone right here

because, like an idiot,

i'm still here waiting for you

i cried for days, i call your name

i tried to hide away from the world.

you left me and i was dying

but nothing changed, you know that?

this deepening pain, this endless game,

i was the only one that got hurt.

i still don't get love- that's all,

why are you running away?

i'm a fool that's standing at your doorsteps,

who turns back to the cold memories.

trying to search for the truth,

and i miss you so much, boy-

i just want to live by your heart.

i'm sick and tired all here alone,

but your holding me from inside.

i don't want my hopes to go away,

so baby, take my hand.

take all the letters, photos you've given me

i throw them all away but they don't erase from my heart

i stay up all night just hoping,

that you might come searching for me again.

trying to search for the truth,

and i miss you so much, boy-

i just want to live by your heart.

oh, oh, oh, your going far way-

oh, oh, oh, now i'm here alone.

20090207

2009-07-02T08:09:00.001-07:00

reopened blog (:

sorry I didn't really like post anything, I was like uber busy plus uber tired and like mostly not bothered to do anything at all so yeah.

just keep up with me ;p

today, like it was so eventful! ahhhhhhhh, i'm so tired, but it's fun being like this sometimes.
so like i slept today at 12.06am and woke up today at like 5.45am.
and like my body wasn't really working along with my brain so i was like walking like a robot around the house (:

so i got to school, because it's like the last day of the week (ta-da-!) and school, as usual is a drag.
I mean, it's fun-alright, but sometimes all the subjects can, you know, squeeze the juice out of your brains and yeah, make me loose all my brain cells or something ):

and after school bell goes RRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG!!!!! we were like all awake and like me and everyone form the SC was like preparing to cut coupons AGAIN (:

so after lunch, we were all sitting there like a bunch of retards and all cutting coupons, or stapling them or arranging them or doing whatever is related to them. But some were slacking, slacking or slacking and like cut 5 coupons for like the whole thing. I won't mention HIS name. (ALEX!!!!)
oops, heh-i didn't say anything (:

so yeah, i came back home after that but some stayed to do the YDA disscussion and it was like 5.40 pm! see? i told you we were like uber busy ):
eeek, chinese tuition waiting for me at home, haha-wait, special thanks moment. Special thanks goes to Hannah, Tissany, Pei Ru, En Ling and Jocelyn for coping with my sucky chinese and helping me to read and interpret a P1 chinese. Really, THANKS (;

and yeah, chinese chinese chinese. IT'S SO HARD! geez, i admitt that it's like the hardest language in the world. I can't even pronounce the word "xue". Hannah and Pei Ru told me that it sounded like "shue". Haha, sorry for being so Australian xD

and then nothing fun, so i go online for once and just you know, do alot of stuff before coming here. and the time is, 11.26pm. heheheh, naw, i'll be fine without sleep.

AWWWWWWWWWW! I NEED TO SLEEP. jesus, tomorrow if you see someone walking like a robot, that'll be me. hahah, imagine them staring at me.

tomorrow's schedule is like go to Alex's house at 11.30am, and the go AMK Hub for the banner thing and then....nothing. oh yeah, i need to resuce my art file at school.

so yeah, it's sarah here, nothing better to do, and just listening to music (:
hopefully i remember to come real soon, eek.
someone remind me, yeah?

okie dokie then,
ciao, buh-bye (:
(ciao means good bye in itallian. multicultural, eh?)

FPM(Fantastic Plastic Machine)-Days and Days

my life is based on a reason, there is no doubt

though love holds many danger, my secret's out.